Here but not really
Do you ever feel like your floating?
Like your not really here there or anywhere. Your mind wanders and you daydream wishing they were real.
You desperately grip onto all if any hope you have left. One day it will get better you whisper. But you don’t believe the words you rely on.
The days, months and years fly by but you don’t feel any better. Others say your strong for keeping going but what other option is there? I’m not living but surviving you say.
The memory’s haunt you like a ghost does in a haunted house. The events happen all over again daily but deep down you know it’s not real. But then again you feel trapped within your own mind.
HELP you cry but who are you calling to?